Easton you have my heart, please be careful with it... Mommy has experienced a lot of pain, loss, heart ache... Mommy has witnessed things you will only see in movies (when you are of age).
Mommy holds your puffy little hand and wonders how she lived 21 years without you. Mommy wants to give you the best, everything I never had. Mommy wants to show the world your potential, your heart.
I can see your heart through your eyes and your smile.... Mommy knows your going to be amazing, you will be someone your friends and family will look up to. I can see your heart in your smile...
I can feel your heart in all your attempts to walk before you crawl, when you said mom for the first time, the first time you rolled over, when you try so hard to crawl.
I could never be more proud, I can never put myself above you! You will always have a sober, loving, compassionate, kissing, crying, fighting, hugging, understanding mother.
When the world turns on you I won't have moved. Your mother is and will always be your biggest fan and hopefully the most important woman in your life.
I love you so much, wish I could hold back tears when you smile every time I say I love you, but it's impossible. It's us against the world baby boy.
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